Ahh the old days...

(This blog is dedicated to Mez and jules-Thanks for introducing me to music and exploding my ear drums. =] )

Lastnight I was listening to "Spanish" by Craig David with a friend, then we went to "i think the rain is calling murder" by Nelly.and from there we stepped back in musical time about 8-10 years..

Now I wouldn't ever classify myself as an RnB fan,but i miss the RnB of my younger years..Like Nelly(the band-aid dude not the annoying man eater) and Craig David and the old usher,and Jojo and Stacie Orrico,112,Jennifer Lopez(before the Ben affleck year),TLC,Destiny's child,oh and brandy,and ashanti!!! Oh my god i could go on forever!

These are the songs that my best friends sister used to put on in the car and blast so loud when we'd go driving with the windows down and our D12 hats on. (stop laughing!)

I don't know if its just me but that type of music..today it all sounds the same..
So today in this miserable, stormy, dull weather,up with my portable cd player (yes i still have a working one!), all my old mixed cd's and hot coffee-i made a list-of all the songs that came on and i went "omg i miss this!" and the ones that came on and i could close my eyes and i was back with my bestie in that little red car called 'Micheal', with our baggy jumpers, D12 Hat and sparkly denim jeans with hot pink stitching! (we were awesome!)

So here's the "i miss the past" playlist-

Spanish-Craig David; 2003
peaches & cream-112; 2001
baby-Ashanti; 2002
If you had my love-Jennifer Lopez; 1999
cry me a river-Justin timberlake; 2002
(theres gotta be..)more to life-Stacie Orrico; 2003
I want it that way-backstreet boys; 1999
the boy is mine-brandy and Monica; 1998
what about us-brandy; 2002
angel-shaggy; 2000
Jumpin' Jumpin'-Destiny's child; 2000
hit 'em up style-blu cantrell; 2001
AM to PM-Christina Millian; 2001
Shackles-Mary,Mary; 2000
Day and night-Billie piper; 2000
ride with me-Nelly; 2001
ignition-R.Kelly; 2002
I need a girl-puff daddy; 2002
'03 bonnie and Clyde- jay-z feat. beyonce; 2002
dont mess with my man-nivea; 2002
Baby boy-beyonce; 2003
Fuck it(i don't want you back)-eamon; 2003
lets get married-jagged edge; 2000
family affair-Mary.j.blige; 2001
always on time-ja rule; 2001
All for you- Janet Jackson; 2001
let me love you-Mario; 2004
U-turn-Usher; 2002
have you ever-brandy; 1998
roller coaster-B*Witched; 1998

She used to play heaps more but i don't have them all on CD'S and cant remember them,but as i said they just don't make music like this anymore...=[
ahh the good old days....*siigh*
enjoy the playlist.

Love.x.

I wish I may,I wish I might;dous

This is a special 'Sex & the city' edition of 'I wish I may,I wish I might' as I'm going to see it on Thursday with one of my best friends and have been through my closet 3 times and finally decided what to wear...well sort of.And also what i want to have with the outfit but cant afford. So here we go..'I wish I may,I wish I might,dous'

lipstick Red trench coat-
Its not an expensive one. It cost me like $50 But this coat is one reason why i love rainy or cold days. It brightens up a dull jeans and tee combo,is great for going out clubbing and its sexy while still being sophisticated. And i love it. Even if its not red trench coats are still a stable in winter and look awesome with practically anything.

Black Knit slouch Beret-
Another reason i love winter is this hat. It's just so cute! i have to admit that i spent abit to much on this one cause the cheaper ones from sportsgirl etc had what we in the knitting world call cables and i just wanted mine plain.But you can get them from anywhere during winter and personally,i don't think they will ever go out of fashion cause their easy to dress up and dress down.

Silver hoops-
Its like water really..goes with everything. simple and plain but good.Gold ones are good to but i don't wear gold. I have two rules with hoops.rule on: if they are big enough to fit around your hand and wear on your wrist then don't wear them as earrings cause it just looks ridiculous. rule two: and this pretty much goes with most big or long earrings- Don't wear necklaces with them. No matter how simple the earring is if you put any kind of necklace with it,it looks too much. Now that's just me.

Flat heeled black boots-
I need a pair,cause mine died. but there like winter ballet flats...if you don't have them,then your insane.These are best for dressing down a satin shirt or a dress you would normally wear out. they look awesome with tights and best of all-you can wear your rainbow toed socks under them and no one will ever know! =] hehe

Alexander McQueen's skull clutch-
This man was a genies and had the eye and attention to detail of a truly brilliant designer! I love his work but i'm IN love with this skull clutch it's black satin on the out side and black leather on the inside..with pewter cut-out shell of intricate birds and flowers. The skull has black swarovski crystal eyes, teeth and studs.can anyone say amazing!?!
guess how much it is?
....
$2,735.00
yer now you know why its on the wish part of this weeks list.

Did i mention it was my birthday like a month ago? lmao.

I hope you all had a fantastic week and that your all well.

love.x.

I wish I may, I wish I might.Un.

A new concept.
each week I'm going to post thing that I want.wish for.need.consider a must have or cant live without!..Just for the hell of it. =]
So...

I wish i may,I wish i might,Un (Galic for one)

Skinny jeans.
it doesnt matter if their blue or black.or the label. you need them. they make your legs look longer.(most body types) and they look awesome with a great pair of heels cause they show off the heel.their easy to dress up and are an easy all weather/season item.

Black heels.
doesnt matter how high.I cant tell you how many times I needed a pair and didnt have them and had to change my out fit. And again these babys are a great stable to have in your wardrobe.

Avril's fragrence 'Black star'.
I couldn't live without it.It's like me in a bottle-a little rock'n'roll but still girly and fun and pink! hehe. I'm not the biggest avril fan,but i like her music and i love this perfume. =]
and that silver spiky thing on the rime is a ring!..granted its not the most comfortable thing to wear but its fun. hehe It has pink hibiscus flower with addictively delicious black plum and dark chocolate! YUM! It has this kinda sexy,rock,flirty vibe/smell too it. And I'm totally addicted =]

The 'lauren conrad' ring.
Yes, i adore this girl. but that fact is not the only reason i want one of these rings. I just think its different and delicate and i mean everyone has it on a necklace like carrie but i like rings! and the fact that Lauren and Audrina started this trend..yer its a plus. Now i just have the same problem as Audrina undoubtably had..Neysha isnt a very comman name. I want one!!! =]

Love.x.

S.e.x!

So I've been trying to do my Essay for 3, 1/2 hours.
..so far I have one artist and a whole bunch of notes.

'Choose a maximum of four images,from at least two different times,that show scenes of nature or urban life. what was the importance f such images for their respective viewers?'

To me this is the easiest question on the list of nine to choose from, and yet still I know its an essay and its worring the fuck out of me cause I know I'm no good at them.
This is a straight forward topic.

Industrialisation,capitalism,mordenism.

I know all of this like the back of my hand and if you asked me to tell you about it i could do it and do it well.

But ask me to write it in long paragraphs using technical terms foot-notes glossaries and an essay form and I start to hyperventerlate.

A friend from uni taught me a new technique for essays, S.E.X!
See now i have your attention! its like I've just shouted penis in the middle of a boring sermon at church.
=]

S- STATE.
E-EXPLAIN.
X- XAMPLE.

....And now your all asleep again. =]
As soon as he said this I felt the essay monster slide off my back.

My theory is that If i write three or four good,strong wordy paragraphs for each of the three on each art work then thats my word limit.
1500.

*siigh*

So now i guess i have to just nuckle down and write the essay instead of the notes,instead of blogging and facebook.
Ah what can i say, i love you so much i can't stay away.
;)

till the next time im insane,...

Love.x.

seeing double.again.

just a small blog to tell you im still alive and kicking and...
I want this stupid thing to go away!!!!

I have to have vitimin B shots cause im reallllly low.
which really sucks cause i hate needles.

Semester One of uni is over and i havent handed in my last assignments cause i havent been there cause i've been sick.
and now i have no idea what im going to do. but know that i dont really want to be at uni.

*siigh*.

love.x.

Ouch!...

Yes I know you hate me and you feel neglected but I haven't been able to stay at the computer for more the 3 Min's over the past week and a half.
I have a tension headache.
In lay-mans terms-the worst possible thing ever to happen.

would you like to feel my pain?..It starts off with an annoying headache in the back that you cant shake and have for weeks. (refer to last blog)
Then it slowly moves the infect you entire skull. You feel like your head is in a vice grip and someone is blowing your brain up with a bike-tyre pump. and your head weighs a billion tonnes.
Every time you stand up the world goes blurry and spins.And you lose your hearing for a min.

You cant eat or drink anything and keep it down but you throw up bile anyways. If you stand up for more then 2 Min's your legs start shaking and you collapse. you can only sleep on your back cause the sides of your head hurt to much. You have the worst neck and shoulder pain that you cant turn your head at all and have to always look straight ahead. Plus the lack of sleep because your head is literally pounding and every time you get comfortable it wakes you up and you scream.

Then once your constant need to be sick subsides and the head starts to feel better and you can actually stand up and watch TV all you can see is double. Then after that comes the nose bleeds.

Im up to the seeing double.
waiting for the nose bleeds to start..and finish so i can live.

The interesting thing is that this Happened to me the same time last year (give-or-take a couple of days.)...
My Dr thinks It isn't a tension headache that it has something to do with my brain. A reaction to the way my father "broke me in" when i was younger.
See I used to get migraines every week.Now i get this.
The Dr said its like a volcano in my head and this is its eruption...
So thanks again dad!

As a result i havent been to uni cause i havent been out of bed.
I havent been to work and I havent been shopping.
On the plus side. In relation to my goal for my 21st and a reaction to this Volcano I have given up cola. (which was the only thing id ever drink)..cause it now tastes like shit and i cant stand it.
the only thing i drink now is water. I cant even stand to have a lemon lime and bitters =[ which sucks.
and cause i havent been eating probley I cant eat as much and as a reasult I lose a dress size. =]
Id give you a number but i dont have scales at home.

I'm hoping to go to the mind body spirt festa this weekend at darling harbor. Buy some crystals for stress release and health. maybe get a massage, hehe.
thats if im well enough.

Oh and i finished 'Sweet little lies' before i got sick, it took me longer then usual cause i was heaps busy and not well. but i will blog about it for you later. The next book on my reading list is 'the carrie diaries" by candice bushnell. Which is writen after the sex and the city movie (1) but set before when carries 17 and in high school. =]
Ive read the first chapter and am in love. =]
Then after that its Jodi picoults new one..cause the is the best writter in history. =]

Right now though I'm off to try and contact my friend kylie. Answer your phone!!!!

ttyl.

Love.x.