1500 Reasons I have a headach...

As previously stated...
Essays-not my fortay.
No matter the word-length..
See I'm a straight to the point person.Most of the time.

A wise(but stupid person who failed to listen to me) once told me that this is how to answer essays in the most basic form:

This is what the question is.
This is the first part of the answer.
this is the second part.
this is why these answers answer the question.
and this is what I've just told (if your paying attention!)

I Try this method everything I have an essay due and this is how mine turn out.

Im going to tell you the answer for this question.
This it the answer for the question.
I just told you the answer for the question.

=D
as i said I'm a straight forward person.

So a 1500 essay on the significance of the dipiction of urban and natural life.
Fun!

Love.x.

S is for sorry..C is carson

A very wise person once said that there is a perfect explanation for everything.
and there is..our computer crashed...so I'm using my very very old one which often doesn't like the Internet. So that's why i haven't posted anything in while. So you see i haven't neglected you,I've had no connection to the outside. =]

Plus the assignments and crap that come with the whole "going to uni" deal.

But apart from that I meet one of my favorite people in the world yesterday..Carson Kressley! =]

<3
Is'nt he just fabulous!

hehe
well I'm off to do my assignment.But I will hopefully have another blog up later. =]

I hope your well.
Love.x.

Miss me?...

Im back. =]
Hehe.

Shall i start from the beginning?..
My birthday party-



I had the best birthday party ever.I loved my dress..my earrings...(which you cant see in this pic cause i was drunk and took them off.)
I loved the people that came,and the conversations and the drunkenness and just the whole thing. It was so much fun =]

Now the holiday...

I had the most awesome time! =]
..I've honestly never met friendlier, nicer, more welcoming people in my life.
Dungog I salute you! for having the nicest people,the most beautiful food and stunning scenery.


If you ever need to escape this city or your own..try this town. cause there was nothing more refreshing and beautiful.

You also should be extremely proud of me.
remember my goal to lose weight for my 21st birthday?...
On my absolutely fantastic Dungog holiday I Did a 4-hr walk though The barrington tops national park. IN THONGS!!!!
It was awesome. =]
..and draining.

But it was amazing and so beautiful and so much fun.
And I want to go back.
badly.
Well I missed you. =] and i'll try not to leave you ever again. lol

Oh and we got to rainbow lorrekets. But one died yesterday.
So in memory of J.D ..heres a photo of J.D & Elliot. (yes we're obsessed with scrubs. =])



Arn't they beautiful.

Love.x.

Twenty.

Happy birthday to me. =]

Im now 20 years old. I can no longer use the excuse that I'm a teenager and didnt know any better. Nor am I considered jail bait for anyone over 30 anymore.
I can't watch lizzie mcguire while on the phone to people cause I'm not a teen anymore...(not that I'm going to stop.)
I've now offically entered the scary double digits.
....
Yay! lol

Okay I'm off to get ready for tonight.
and stop being paranoid that no ones coming.

oh and this might be the last post for a while..but dont worry you wont miss out.

Love.x.

A birthday wish..

My birthday Is tomorrow.
So In light of that I'm making a List.

A wish list,for all the things that I want and need to happen,to be and to have for this next year,and for the next Twenty.

-I want to do something very Twenty's,like stay out all night dancing.
-...To finish my degree and get a job where i don't have to wear a uniform.
-...I want to have at least have enough money in my bank account that i can splurge of shopping if i want to.
-...To learn another language.
-...To go somewhere Ive never heard of.
-...I want to go to an airport,pick a random number. and catch that flight. and i don't care where it goes..as long as its not Tasmania. I hate tassie.
-...To have my simple dream beach wedding.
-...I want to have a little girl. (not for another 10 years don't worry)
-...I want to take pole dancing lessons.
-...I want to walk done Madison ave in new york,in a beautiful dress,curly hair and really expensive pair of Manolo blahnik's and narrate my life in my head and whenever anyone asks I'll say my name is Carrie. =]
-...I want be able to afford and fit into a pair of Nudie jeans.
-...I want my own clothing line.
-... I want to design,dress and style an outfit for Hilary duff and see her wear it.

And finally for this upcoming year that I'm twenty.. I have a goal.
For my 21st birthday I am going to be a Size 12-all over.
I'm going to lose the weight on my bum,and my thighs.. and my arms.
I'm not going to eat junk food.
I'm going to exercise.
and I'm going to lose this weight.
And I'm going to be Carrie Fabulous!=]

On a different note. I'm terrified that no ones going to come tomorrow night.
And staying on the Internet is making me extra nervous.
So I'm off to watch Sex & the City.
...and be paranoid.

Love.x.

My favorite things...

This post was inspired by my friend and fellow blogger- victoria,http://yummumsecrets.blogspot.com
Check her out.



In no particular order.



Love.x.

Mid week boredom

See this is the ritual i go through. The next season of something comes out and i have to watch it from the start just in time for the next season or in this case movie.
Partly because I'm OCD.
The other part is cause I own so many Series I sometimes mix the non-important characters up...he he =D

So thats what im doing now cause i cant wait for the second movie. =]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XKQ5yRFkBnE

So today while Chris is at work I'm watching Sex & the City...and doing my assignments. Shit my life is so exciting aye?. lol

My birthday is in 2 days,and I'm terrified that no ones going to show up.
I even had a dream that it was just me alone at the roxy. No one else. Just me my dress,music and lights.
Siigh.
I honestly will be really devastated if no one comes.

Here's hoping that never happens.

Love.x.

sweet chocolaty afternoon.

I made a cake. =]
and Just to tease you..



I took photos of it...
mmmmmmmm tempted?...
hehe

I have so much work to so for uni...and i doubt I'm going to get it done on time.
but thats life.

better go do it aye?

Love.x.

A close call..

My birthday present from Chris' parents...




Now in case you can’t see that, the two worms are $20, 000, the two mushrooms are $8.00 and the butterfly is a free ticket.
If I had have had one more worm...I would have won, $20,000.
*siigh*

So this got me thinking if I had have won...What would i do with it?

~ I'd buy a Mac laptop-
~ New clothes & shoes-
~ Pay off my uni fees-
~ Buy a new car-
~ Go on a holiday to new york-
~ Spend heaps of money in new york-
~ I'd get Chris some new clothes and trains for his set-
~ I’d buy an outdoor spa-
~ And id pay for pole dancing lessons because it looks like fun-
~ The rest (if any) id put away...
=]

I wish I had have won it...
Actually it’s kind of depressing....

On a happier note, 5 days till my birthday. =]
I can’t wait to wear my dress, lol every time I open my closet I get all awwwwww...lol. I’m literally obsessed with it!
Though now I have this anxiety that no one’s going to come, I hope they do. The other part of my anxiety is that people will come and not have fun, and frankly...I don’t know what’s worst...That no one cares enough to come or that the night is blunder.
Hopefully neither happens.

I'm nearly half way though Sweet little lies..cause I've been heaps busy with everything else. But I did finish Season five part one of the hills. I have to say that i was kinda disappointed with Laurens last episode.It was kind of overshadowed by Heidi's wedding..but that was a perfect intro to the next season with Lauren leaving quietly out the back door and Kristen catching the flowers and asking Audrina to hook her up with someone..its like drama 101.

Though i have to say the only thing that really amazed me what the whole Audrina and Brody hook up. I mean i don't know about you but i never saw that coming.
And to tell you the truth I was surprised at the way Lauren acted,though i guess Audrina didn't go behind her back where as Jenn bunny did.

As much as I'm obviously team Lauren I'm contemplating weather or not to get season 6when it comes out in July. My thing is that I stopped getting Laguna beach when Lauren went to the hills so why would i continue now that shes left.
The problem now is that I'm so invested in knowing whats going on, and loving the drama,and completing the series so I probably will get it.

Well I'm off to put the washing away like a good little house wife. lol

Hope your all enjoying the long weekend.

Love.x.

hmm chocolate...

H a p p y E a s t e r!!
I hope that the easter bunny brought you all the yummy chocolate.=P
enjoy this long weekend..we dont get enough of them


Love.x.

all work and no play..

My Rant on...
-Play boy..




..Good on Hugh Hefner! He found a whole in the market.
Realised it's potential both professionally and personally and Lead the market. Love it!Cheers!
What shits me is not the millions of dollars poured into it in TV shows,bras,and merch,(cause I watch the show and i own a playboy corset.)
But that girls actually cover themselves head-to-toe in it thinking its sexy, make them selves look like clones, and aspire to be these girls because that's what they see as pretty.

These girls go from pretty normal, beautiful girls to blow up dolls.
And I'm not saying that playboy is wrong..what I'm saying is that these girls arnt aspiring to be actresses who are adored for there talent or models also adored for their height and symmetrical features. But Playmates who Pose nude and semi nude in provocative stances,and By their very title are for "play" and pleasure for thousands of strange faces they will never meet and names they'll never hear of.
These girls arnt modeling the latest fashion from Marc Jacobs or Valentino, in fact half the time their not modelling anything but the gifts a plastic surgeon (or god if their lucky) an expensive personal trainer, and a hair dye bottle have given them.

Maybe i don't understand it cause I have different morals. Or maybe because even though these girls are pretty and often at times Gorgeous behind the glamours clothes(when their wearing them) or the Beautiful mansion, the red carpets etc...the core reason that these girls have jobs or any of what they have is so that men from everywhere and anywhere can wank off to them sprawled across a centrefold, naked in silk sheets.

I'm not saying this is wrong, cause though I'm female, I'm not exactally a feminist. I understand that millions of peoples jobs bank on the sex drive of men and sometimes woman,and that the porn industry is linked to nearly everything else.I understand the beauty of the female form, and the power it gives us.

What i don't understand is the allure for hundreds of girls to sheep-ishly become clones and date a 83 year old man who's also dating 2 or 3 others.
I also dont understand how these girls can have sex with and 83 year man..
I mean this guy was 20 before the parents of these girls even considered having them, his latest girlfriends include 19 yr old twins.
ahhh anybody else think this is ridiculous? 

End of rant.

Love.x.

Country air..

H a p p y A p r i l F o o l s!!!
Oh and 9 days till I'm not a teenager anymore. =]


So I went to buy my dress today and my new swim suit cause were going away =]
To a little country town called Dungog.
Mainly cause we kinda want to get as far way from the city as possible.
Im heaps excited cause we have a spa in our room,and theres a pool (hence the pretty new bathing suit) and a farm.(yay moo cows!) =]

And I finished my cardboard sculpture and the group assignment with the newspaper person. wanna see?




See bikini and everything. =] hehe

well I'm off to watch the hills. =]

Love.x.